Where I stand now

I want you both to know that I am doing as well as can be expected. I am rebuilding my life, I have met a wonderful young lady by the name of Theresa, who has a daughter. We are a happy family, and still in North Canton. Our family is incomplete without the both of you to be sure, but your unknown step sister knows of you, and sometimes we talk about you both, we have pictures of you all up in the house. 🙂

There are things you have missed that I wished I could contact you and tell you about. Your Pap pap, has recently passed a few months back. Pap pap was also in a very sad place in life, but unfortunately he turned to a bottle, and the bottle turned to a grave. I spoke to him regularly right up until he died and he never stopped loving and missing the both of you, despite his second marriage falling apart and his failing health. It seems the last several years have been marred by tragedy, so to have somewhat peace in my life albeit somewhat empty without my daughters is strange to me.

I wish you both could have been at the service for Pap Pap it was a nice one, I have his ashes and am going to spreading them in Ireland, probably in the black mountains of Belfast, I am waiting to do so however because I want to do it with you Rosemary, and you, Willow, I think Pap Pap would have liked things that way.

Your Aunt Stephanie has just yesterday had a baby, Nicoletta Sofia Tsapakis. She is a beautiful baby and I hope someday soon you will get to meet her, as well as your step sister. I love you both more than anything in the whole world and will find my way back again with updates and more to just free write.

Forever your Father, Nathaniel Evan Moran

Hello Sweethearts

I haven’t wrote here in some time because the pain has been to much. I want you to know that I am dreaming about you every night, sometimes I brush you hair, sometimes I take you both to the park and we laugh and we play. As I sit in my office tears run down my cheeks as I feel guilty anytime I ever yelled at or scolded you even for your own good, you are good children, good girls, my girls and I miss you, daddy loves and misses you. Please, some way, some how find this and find me, I want my children back, I want you back. They can change a piece of paper to lie and say that Scott is your father, but they cannot change the blood in your veins you will never be Rosemary Lynn Parker, or Willow Claire Parker, you are Rosemary Lynn Moran, and Willow Claire Moran, and I am waiting for you to come home.